I’m a big believer in balance. ⚖️ When life is smooth sailing and you’re having the time of your life, the seas will sway and some shit will come and knock the wind out of your sails. ⛵️ It also goes the other way. This side can be slightly harder to recover from, to believe in, to in the moment remember #thistooshallpass and sunshine will be right around the corner. ☀️ I was licking my ego wounds yesterday in the face of rejection (yes, yes, it’s the game we’re in, we should be used to it, happens all the time, suck it up, listen to the positive feedback, there will be something else, just let it go... I hear you). 🤷♀️ #wearehuman
And in the moment of being a sad sack and having the lovely guy from work who, in another world was an actor (hello #melroseplace), tell me to breathe and know it’s fine but give myself space to be disappointed... I KNEW that there was a bigger plan, that my month off #howardfineactingstudio for Summer did not need to be filled with evening and weekend rehearsals for the two month fun of a brilliant play where I would have been the lead role... That something more exciting was about to happen. 🎉💥 I got home from work, rehearsed, chose to stay in... then had a message from @kristyweetbix asking if it were crazy should she visit me in July. Uuuum fuck no!
Three hours later, bitzy had helped me clean my apartment from top to bottom (via phone company), we’d caught up on all the bitzy gossip and I went to bed with a happy, full heart in anticipation she may be coming. This morning I woke at #sparrowsfart to find HER FLIGHTS ARE BOOKED 🙌🏻💃 #KEYOUTTAKE of this word vomit: remember, balance. Hold on. Disappointment will always be momentary. Trust. Give yourself space to feel it (rather than dismiss it.. “I’m fine!”).. move through it and know something else is right around the corner.
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