This weeks sucks just as much as its fantastic.
Wierd right? How something can be both #amazing and #wonderful and throat closing #anxiety creating are the same time?
I find myself at a crux, between elated and sobbing. I don't really like it but I know I have to #ridethewaves and #justtrust that, as with all things, #itshallpass.
It shall pass, because I will #allowmyself to move through the #moments and feel them. I will allow myself to #notharborguilt because of how I feel. I will allow myself to #acceptmyhumanity and I will actively #setmystage.It's the school yr end, on top of so many other #endings and #beginnings. Those are rough things, #transitions. And this season is FULL!
Retreating to the childhood memories of running around outside and climbing trees seems #comforting. So I have resorted to comfort foods, #mindfulness sessions and filling my home with the smells of the forest to keep my feet on the ground.
I have finally realized in my life that I can only recognize #whatIcantcontrol and accept it when I am not fighting my own feelings, learning how to ground myself has been key in that. So the diffuser is on, the music is whispering and before I can study it's time to breathe and feel 🙌💕